Hey Me back....

Hey guys... sorry for not updating my blog for a few weeks...
hehehe anyways i was so damn busy with my office and and with my life.......
Actually i was in a deep depression.. cause some people is hurtin me purposely....
Hmmm what i mean is the one we love always will hurt us without a reason....

Cause of that i was not in a mood to post anything and sometime i think i have to stop this blogging... i mean i dont want to do anything at all... DAMN IT SUXXX... and specailly LIFE SUXXX....

They have so much special people.. blah blah... Its quite unhumanity if they hurt us purposely without a damn good reason...
This life is fucking boring... its better to be not born to this unfair world....
hehehe anyways i dont wanna talk about this... i just wanna say one thing cause some people ah hun nany THIMAAA AH THIMAA FENIFA... eh kahala meehun dhuvahaku ves rangalheh nuvaaane...

Hmmm i have to beg all the time...abadhu aadheys kuran ves hama jehenyy angel ah... is that fair....Some people are not just humans... insaanunge sifaiga huri hama janavaarun....
I am giving you guys an advice...STAY AWAY FROM THOSE DAMN FUCKING PEOPLE... cause they are the LOOSERS in the end...
One thing more... never love a person who have much special FRIENDS than YOU... that will make you craxyyy.. trust me... i have well experienced it...

And one thing i want to say him is ... i am not afraid of anyone except ma god... and i am not afraid of death tooo....... And he cant hurt me anymore.....So dont try to tell me what to do???I can still bear all the painss.... cause you never loved me truely... and thas for sure..........And loabi nuvaa meehakah gos hus vefa hurumakyy hama beykaaru kameh.....Eyah vureh maa rangalhu meehun ves libi dhaane... adhi meehun maale akun hus vee ehky eh noon...but he thinks that i cant get a good person... and he thinks that i will return back to him.....So i am saying this to him that i will NEVER RETURN BACK TO YOU... NEVER IN MA LIFE...And i will give an advice to all ma friends... just dont trust your lover more than yourself.. cause later it will hurt you....So tc bi bi love you all ma friends... and do wish me luck in ma life............. So cya soon guyss....

THE REWARD OF MY LOVE IS JUST TEARS AND PAINSS..... NOTHING ELSE.....

Happy birth day naxaa

Happy birthday Naxaa

Many happy returns of the day ..

Wish you all the best i your life unlike me...

You are a very lucky person cause you got a caring nice husband....

ehhehe i hope your life will be brighter than mine...

I hope you will be enjoying this day...

Come back soon naxaaa.. Have to share you something important.... ehehehe

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAXAA....ONCE AGAIN...

Heart Break Song

Oh, now what do I do?
Breathing's impossible without you.
Oh, why did you go?
You dangled my heart over a precipice and dropped it down below...
You let it fly...
This is goodbye...

Why did you leave?
Why haven't you left?
Why did you kiss me when you were so out of breath?

What do I do?
Now that you're gone?
Got nothing to do but sing this heartbreak song...
Again...

Oh, can't sleep at night.
Now tears are the only thing I fight.
Oh, can't fall out of love.
It's still those perfect eyes i'm dreaming of.
And now I cry...
Can't say goodbye...

Why did you leave?
Why haven't you left?
Why did you kiss me when you were so out of breath?

What do I do?
Now that you're gone?
Got nothing to do but sing this heartbreak song...
Again...

You're the only one I see,
When I close my eyes.
Did you ever think of me?
Now all i'm left with is lies.
(All i'm left with is lies. Oh, oh.)

Why did you leave?
Why haven't you left?
Why did you kiss me when you were so out of breath?

What do I do?
Now that you're gone?
Got nothing to do but sing this heartbreak song...
Again...

This is goodbye...
Again...
Can't say goodbye...
Again...
Won't say goodbye...
Again...



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н нσмєтσωη - мαℓє'

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я яєαšση тσ šмιℓє - נυšт тσ нι∂є тнє š¢αяš σƒ мα нєαят...

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Something About My Life...

Well its about my life... i just thought to post this in my blog...

Hmmm well i was in a relationship before but not now...

We were having so many problems and couldnt solve those...

His friends were more special than me...

He told me that he loved me alot, all those time i was believing him...

When ever he gets angry with me, he made me cry...

My Tears were not a valuable thing for him...

All this time i was just bearing all those things...

My Parents forced me to break up but still i was saying them he will changed...

Well at that time i was wrong, he never changed...

But i couldnt bear it anymore, and finally i just have to leave him forever...

I just broke up and still wishing he would change all those...

Invisible Tears

You may not notice,
But I cry,
daily
I cry invisible tears
For you,
for me,
for everyone in this world
Invisble tears of anguish
of hatred
of hope
and of my own self pity.
You may not notice,
But I cry
daily
Because of you.