Devil is the spirit of EVILNESS. Angel is the spirit of HOLINESS. Devil Angel: July 2007

Wednesday, July 25, 2007




Hey Congra Naxaa you were my 777th Blog Visitor.
Thanx Naxaa LOL its was a nice thing you did hehehe.

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Lonely Angel




looking to the stars
a tear rolls down her cheek
so cold and undeserved
she wonders where the innocence has gone

praying for a moment of peace
she loses herself in sorrow
the world erupting in chaos around her
where is she supposed to turn

losing her sense of hope
will the world always be this way
will she always live in turmoil
do her tears even matter

she can't take it anymore
so she waits in the corner
for it all just to end
forever a lonely angel

Monday, July 23, 2007

A Lonely Tear




There is a tear embedded in my heart
A lonely tear so cold and so dark
A tear is embedded and taken hold
A lonely tear fills my poor empty soul

There is a tear no one can see
A lonely tear sobs in deep misery
A tear with no hope for tomorrow
A lonely tear consumed in hopeless sorrow

There is a tear inside my tortured chest
A lonely tear longing for a gentle caress
A tear is shed for someone to hold
A lonely tear which I cannot control

There is a tear deep inside, so cold
A lonely tear has engulfed my soul
A tear which cries for someone to care
A lonely tear so full of despair

There is a tear which drowns my heart
A lonely tear for a world fallen apart
A tear has been cried with misery and pain
A lonely tear whose love was in vain
.

Will You Understand



If you look beyond my scars
Far, far away
You might just see the happy girl
That's starting to fade away
If you look back to the past
And notice who I was
You'll notice now that who I am
Isn't really me
If you look beyond my smile
Beyond my fading face
If you look beyond the pain
You might just feel the same
If you look past my tears
And past the fallen blood
If you pass all of that
Then you will have fallen
If you fall where I have fell
Then you might notice to
This life I live is nothing
But a show that I put on for you
If you look past my fake smile
Past my fake outside
Then you will see what is wrong
Deep, deep inside
If you go down deep enough
You might get to my heart
If you see the crack in it
You you'll know what fell apart
If you travel though my blood
And look up at my skin
You might just see the scares
That show up deep within
If you look beyond the scars
Beyond my fading arm
Maybe then and only then
Will u understand

Sunday, July 22, 2007

A Lonely Heart





I smile so sweetly,
I laugh so easily,
But look carefully,
Look into my eyes.


Can you see it?
They say your eyes are the windows to your soul
Well my soul bares it all
The emptiness
The loneliness

Can you feel it?
I have a heart that is lonely
You walk past not a second glance
My heart breaks
My heart aches


Wherever I go, whatever I do
The pain is there
When I feel it coming on,
The emptiness, the loneliness
Who do I call, who will listen?


Prayers unanswered,
Words unspoken
The pain is trapped
The ache is captured
Who will free me?


There you go,
Walk on by.
As I sit and watch you go
As quiet as a mouse you say
But why you ask?

You made me this way.
You all talk
And I listen
I don’t utter a word because
I have a lonely heart...

Saturday, July 21, 2007

Lonely Little Girl




In the dark corner
The silent pipes leak
Sits a little girl
She does not speak

A lost and lonely girl
Who sheds a single tear
Thinking she has not purpose in life
And everything to fear

Mom and dad don't really care
She doesn't value life
Never anyone there
To help her with her strife

Tripping over problems
All throughout the day
If only there was someone
To help her on her way

A single friend in life
That really truly cares
But no one is found
At her fragile heart it tears

A sad and lonely life she lives
So she sits in the corner and cries
Cuts her arms a little
And wishes she would die

Now her frail body
Lies limp and dead on the floor
A pool of blood beneath her
In her misery no more

So listen to me my dear
I'm trying to make you see
For that girl in the corner
That lonely girl is me

Monday, July 16, 2007

Why do Boyfriends always cheat on their Girlfriends?




Can Anyone give an answer for this Question?
And your thoughts about this?
I hope you will give me comments.

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Getting Over a Break-Up



If you've just had a break-up and are feeling down, you're not alone. Just about everyone experiences a break-up at sometime, and many then have to deal with heartbreak — a wave of grief, anger, confusion, low self-esteem, and maybe even jealousy all at once. Millions of poems and songs have been written about having a broken heart and wars have even been fought because of heartbreak.

What Exactly Is Heartbreak?

Lots of things can cause heartbreak. Some people might have had a romantic relationship that ended before they were ready. Others might have strong feelings for someone who doesn't feel the same way. Or maybe a person feels sad or angry when a close friend moves out of their life. Although the causes may be different, the feeling of loss is the same — whether it's the loss of something real or the loss of something you only hoped for. People describe heartbreak as a feeling of heaviness, emptiness, and sadness.

How Can I Deal With How I Feel?

Most people will tell you you'll get over it or you'll meet someone else, but when it's happening to you, it can feel like no one else in the world has ever felt the same way. If you're experiencing these feelings, there are things you can do to lessen the pain. Here are some tips that might help:

1-Share your feelings.

Some people find that sharing their feelings with someone they trust — someone who recognizes what they're going through — helps them feel better. That could mean talking over all the things you feel, even having a good cry on the shoulder of a comforting friend or family member. Others find they heal better if they hang out and do the things they normally enjoy, like seeing a movie or going to a concert, to take their minds off the hurt. If you feel like someone can't relate to what you're going through or is dismissive of your feelings, find someone more sympathetic to talk to. (OK, we know that sharing feelings can be tough for guys, but you don't necessarily have to tell the football team or your wrestling coach what you're going through. Talk with a friend or family member, a teacher, or counselor. It might make you more comfortable if you find a female family member or friend, like an older sister or a neighbor, to talk to).

2-Remember what's good about you.

This one is really important. Sometimes people with broken hearts start to blame themselves for what's happened. They may be really down on themselves, exaggerating their faults as though they did something to deserve the unhappiness they're experiencing. If you find this happening to you, nip it in the bud! Remind yourself of your good qualities, and if you can't think of them because your broken heart is clouding your view, get your friends to remind you.

3-Take good care of yourself.

A broken heart can be very stressful so don't let the rest of your body get broken too. Get lots of sleep, eat healthy foods, and exercise regularly to minimize stress and depression and give your self-esteem a boost.

4-Don't be afraid to cry.

Going through a break-up can be really tough, and getting some of those raw emotions out can be a big help. We know this is another tough one for guys, but there's no shame in crying now and then. No one has to see you do it — you don't have to start blubbering in class or at soccer practice or anything. Just a find a place where you can be alone, like crying into your pillow at night or in the shower when you're getting ready for the day.

5-Do the things you normally enjoy.

Whether it's seeing a movie or going to a concert, do something fun to take your mind off the negative feelings for a while.

6-Keep yourself busy.

Sometimes this is difficult when you're coping with sadness and grief, but it really helps. This is a great time to redecorate your room or try a new hobby. That doesn't mean you shouldn't think about what happened — working things through in our minds is all part of the healing process — it just means you should focus on other things too.

7-Give yourself time.

It takes time for sadness to go away. Almost everyone thinks they won't feel normal again, but the human spirit is amazing — and the heartbreak almost always heals after a while. But how long will that take? That depends on what caused your heartbreak, how you deal with loss, and how quickly you tend to bounce back from things. Getting over a break-up can take a couple of days to many weeks — and sometimes even months.

Some people feel that nothing will make them happy again and resort to alcohol or drugs. Others feel angry and want to hurt themselves or someone else. People who drink, do drugs, or cut themselves to escape from the reality of a loss may think they are numbing their pain, but the feeling is only temporary. They're not really dealing with the pain, only masking it, which makes all their feelings build up inside and prolongs the sadness.

Sometimes the sadness is so deep — or lasts so long — that a person may need some extra support. For someone who isn't starting to feel better after a few weeks or who continues to feel depressed, talking to a counselor or therapist can be very helpful.

So be patient with yourself, and let the healing begin.

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Lonely Tears









As I lay here in my bed,
I wonder what I have done in my life,
As I think about it
I realize I have done nothing
I have given so much love to people
And what did I get in return,
Pain, sadness and loneliness.
I try to stop my tears from falling
But the sadness is too strong
As I see my tears falling to the ground,
I know that no-one will care,
Nor will they see my tears
They will only walk over them,
Like people have done all my life.
What happened to this once happy person?
I feel so lifeless.
Thing’s that once made me happy,
Now only be tears and sadness.
Where is my life going right now?
I think that in my heart and soul,
I know it’s comming to an end.
Will anyone remember me?
No-one will know that I am gone,
Because no-body ever cared.
I came into this world a lost soul,
And I shall leave this world a lost soul....

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

My Life Sucks!!!!



As the rain drops, it makes me want to stop
I wish things would be easy, and that life would please me
As I sit, I want to quit
Life isn't any fun, and my eyes are just burned from the sun
Seeing people smile, making things worth while...
I just can't take it, so I have to fake it
People see me laugh and they think I'm happy,
Well fuck you, I feel crappy!
I hide my sadness behind laughs and smiles
To make people believe, I have to go miles
My family and friends keep my breathing
Their happiness and joy is somehow healing
I could continue on with this poem forever,
But surprisingly, I have to go make my life better.

Monday, July 2, 2007

A briefing from antialanaasi

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Sunday, July 1, 2007

What to do when… you’re on your first date?



TIP #1: DRESS LIKE YOURSELF
This is not the time for a total fashion makeover! Your crush is going out with you for a reason: he already likes the way you look. Stick to your usual style and wear something you feel confident in - that means nothing low-cut or super-short! We don't want to give the wrong impression now, do we?

TIP #2: DRESS FOR THE DATE ACTIVITY
Keep in mind what you'll be doing on the date and dress appropriately. For example, if you're going to be walking a lot, wear shoes that won't have you crying in pain after a few hours. If you're going to the beach, don't overdo the makeup because it will look terrible when it melts off later. You get the idea.

TIP #3: DON'T MAKE IT COMPLICATED
Keep the date simple. Pick a basic first-date activity like seeing a movie (bonus: no pressure to talk for 2 hours!), going to a show, going dancing, going to a carnival or theme park or the zoo, having coffee at a hip cafe or getting ice cream and walking in the park.

TIP #4: ASK QUESTIONS
If your guy is like most people, he secretly thinks he is the world's most interesting subject. But the most interesting conversationalists are people who ask about others, so impress him with your question-asking and listening skills. He'll feel great that you're so interested in him, and you'll get to know him that much better.

TIP #5: KEEP THE CONVERSATION LIGHT
First dates are about having fun and making a good impression. They are not the time for talking about how badly old boyfriends treated you, intense family problems, or other stuff you only talk about with your best friend. This is a first date, not a therapy session!

TIP #6: DON'T PUT ON AN ACT
You'll be sorry later if you put on a big act to impress your date. It's much easier - and better for both of you - if you just try to relax and be yourself. You are impressive and nice enough in your real self. If he doesn't think so, he's a loser!

TIP #7: SHOW INTEREST
This is simple - it's just about having the basic manner to pay attention when your date is talking to you. It's amazing how many girls (and boys) are in the habit of looking over someone's shoulder to see who else is around or what's going on. It's rude and he could get annoyed, so don't.

TIP #8: WATCH OUT FOR MESSY MUNCHIES
There are certain foods that are famous for being disastrous on first dates, because they are so messy and contain so much potential for embarrassment. It's hard not to make a mess of yourself when eating pizza, spaghetti and anything overly sloppy or dripping with cheese. Ditto for noodle soup. Keep that in mind if you and your date grab a bite.

TIP #9: BRING MINTS
Bring breath mints in your purse. It will make you feel confident knowing that they're there, and you can pop one if you think your breath isn't fresh. They're especially handy for being ready for that goodnight kiss, if it happens! (Brush your teeth and use mouthwash before you go out too).

TIP #10: HAVE FUN
Read these tips over before your date and get comfortable with them. Then go out on your date and have a great time! First dates can make us so nervous that we forget to have fun. Try to relax as much as possible and enjoy whatever you're doing. The bonus: if you genuinely enjoy yourself, you'll seem like a fun person, and guys love that. :)
 

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