My Life Sucks!!!!

As the rain drops, it makes me want to stop
I wish things would be easy, and that life would please me
As I sit, I want to quit
Life isn't any fun, and my eyes are just burned from the sun
Seeing people smile, making things worth while...
I just can't take it, so I have to fake it
People see me laugh and they think I'm happy,
Well fuck you, I feel crappy!
I hide my sadness behind laughs and smiles
To make people believe, I have to go miles
My family and friends keep my breathing
Their happiness and joy is somehow healing
I could continue on with this poem forever,
But surprisingly, I have to go make my life better.